i am so loved.

hello everyone, 
all of you who may find me here ..
i thank you for being here for me. 

today.
firstly the topic is about briefly. 
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me understanding how my last two / three years shaped me in life.
next is about Social Media websites,namely facebook and twitter, as i used these two a lot.. during this period of time. ~

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about 2/3 years ago, i moved myself to punjab. i had a clear spiritual calling that i should go here. and now i am touring abroad and even this one was a clear call on my spirits..  
as i have been to these various situations where i have had to be away from any comfort of myself,my life as i knew it..  
as when on tours- all the people one meets, are kind of strangers- 
AND YET i could not help but notice that they all seemed similar to me.

i am someone who does not notice too much differences ... In fact i find assimilation points of references in people whether personally or in a group.
i find differences to adore praise or understand anothere one. 
i try and look for similarities in every soul, many times 
we find it..

what are our differences ? and what will anyone fight to you about ? i am a woman. so definitely a man is different. 
yet. he is the same species.how i cough he coughs. how i need food after every few hours, he needs it too.. 

i reached stages in my life when, whenever i look at anyone, everyone starts to look like a baby child soul to me. 
however a big an authority of a person maybe. at the end of the day each of us is human. we have similar basic requirements. 

culture is too ingrained in us. we are someone defined this way or that. 
as i move forward, i notice so many of my own mistakes in thoughts actions words. i am working solid on myself towards a few growth paramenters. it is tough. as all growth is. 

there is a kabir doha for this one .. 
Bura Jo Dekhan Main Chala, Bura Naa Milya Koye
Jo Munn Khoja Apnaa, To Mujhse Bura Naa Koye

Translation
I looked for the Bad Guy, Bad Guy I couldn't find.
When I searched my mind, Noone is Nastier then Me.

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i am unable to see the bad in others.
i want to and am able to see the good in everyone. 

and yet ofcourse. life will present all kinds of 
circumstances. usually it is said the time or situation was bad. it will be like this. so during these times we move on. 

iam a great believer of beauty of life 
and i hold the opinion that the future is going to be awesome for everyone. 
it should be. it has to be. we all have to work towards this.
( look .. folks like mark zuckerberg and family even giving away their wealth! in sach hopes! ) :) 

so okay another is about the appropriatenes or misappropriatenes of social media. 
honestly i took it quite seriously. its coz that's how i am .. 
this too was a mixed bag. 
just as in life .. everything is made up of positives and negatives , it is so on media too. 

actually no one even knows which way is the wave tiding ? and yet, there is so much push and pull. 
i was in a form of desperate situation in life, when i started using the social media.
i started it to conduct it as a form of experiment to self. 

some of ththings on it were extreme disasters and some of them were like love of my life! 
see it is the same in practical life too incidentally. 

it is probably a lot easier for a person/grp to mistreat you, on social media than in real life. as mostly, ofcourse there is not much by way of your physical presence is there? so .. that's that. 
when some one like me kept getting duped even in real life, what can anyone expect from media based entries. 

ifound also the bestest ever friends there though. 
ifound lot of motivation and new ways and methods.
i understand too much is going on on the internet.

it is upto me ... how i want to use it. 
if i want to make use of my time and resources then .. plenty is available too constructively. 

mostly iam going to try and reduce my socail media interaction coming into the new year.  
it was required for me when i needed guidance. 
{ then too much shit took place} 
now. it has taken me to my bearings. 
yes i want to be connected. 
this was one of the main reasons of exchanging media. 
still simplicity is my grain.. 
bring me simplicity.. 

lets not trash media
there is too much miserablenes in any case in life

be good do good be humble be humane be overwhelmingly inspiring ! <3 font="">
i wish you all lots of happiness and luv